The Bigger Picture

Superkian is super awesome!
Thanks kian,you made me thankful more than before.

Good bye 2015 :)

Paramour :)

The first dancer is da bomb!!!

Twogether

Since this will be my last post,I want to say thank you to everyone especially to my KULIAH MATES!KULIAH 2 JYEAH!
At the end of this foundation year,there are maybe thousands even millions of mistakes that I have done towards you guys.I might don't get the chance to thank you guys and apologize to you guys  personally because there's like 47 of us,but I'll try.I also like to say sorry for my loudness,yeah I know I'm loud but whatever sorry guys.I'm sorry if I ever made any of you feeling mad or sad because of me or my ignorance.It we ever had a fight or something like that,please guys don't bottle it inside your beautiful hearts.It any of us made mistakes,so let us forgive each other.It might take some time,but it's worth to finally forgive someone.If I ever owe you guys some money,please ask me to pay back.Sometimes,I might forget about it.Huhuhuhu.As for memories,we might not have fancy class shirts or sweater or whatever,but we know what we have,we have those memories here in our  tainted hearts.Don't be so estatic because we are almost on our way to finish our foundation,but don't feel so damn sad too.Maybe at the end of the semester we might feel happy because this merry go round year finally stops and also,we might feel sad because we might have just little chance to see each other next year.But whateves,just enjoy this year as far as I knew,just a few months long.So just cherish the moments while we have the chance!


Thank you and Sorry.

BBW!

Money fly fly away!!
I've been waiting months for this historic event!
BIG BAD WOLF!
I'm crazy about this event,I went to BBW  with my floormate,Fatin Amoi huhu she will be pissed if she knew I called her amoi.Sorry fatin muah muah !
This time,the bbw is way more bigger than the previous one I went which is in Kuala Terengganu around March.
So,I literally go bananas when I arrived here!
Of course,for the love of books there are thousands of them.I went to look for my favorite author books;Jodi Picoult.I only found 2 of her books which is Leaving Time and Lone Wolf.They cost about RM8 or RM 10 each.How come I wouldnt go bananas.There's suppose to be more of Picoult's books but I couldn't find them.Tssk tssk.But it's okay there's lots of other books besides novels,I also bought cook books and kids story books.The kids story books were for my lil sister okay.Her books much more cuter and much more adorable compared to mine,but of course they were made for kids right.I wandering around bbw for just a few hours because I got a called from my friend saying that she broke her leg.And yes you are right,that girl is Fatin.I was so shocked that she told me her leg was broken,as if patah.But she's just joking around she wanted to go back already.She's so tired,that's why she told me her legs were broken just so I will agreed to go back.But my she's so wrong,haha. I literally persuade her to stay a little longer.It did work.But later after that,she dragged me out of the bbw.She literally dragged me out because I can't stop filling up my little trolley.Thanks to her that she dragged me out,or else I would be penniless now.Huhu.Thanks  Fatin xoxo.and sadly,bbw has ended today,I thought I got a chance to look for Jodi Picoult's books,but the chance is limited and I also have limited time.


See you next year,BBW !

Here's the real image of the bbw.It's enormous isn't it.

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I don't even have a title for this post.Just let the picture speak for itself.This is will be my shortest post,(you guys don't have to read my nagging and all.congratulations!)This is now just thought that I have in mind,and I think it's quite true!Just let the words in the picture sink in your thoughts.Just think about it,really.

Farewell

Is it too early to bid farewell to a long full of ups and down foundation year ? Well,I guess it's kinda early but I better did this now when I actually have something nice to say later then when I change my mind,jk.It's just in a few weeks time that semester 2 will end.Now,it's already week 11.Besides this blog only "alive" during this ssk assignment.Semester 3 is a long way to go,haven't even arrived yet but em I already can feel the heat babeh.It kinda hits me when the last day of test 1,the kids from my kuliah flowing out of the class room,little by little there's only a few left,then that time I  realised that this is it,the last day of semester 3.Maybe after the very last test we will stay for awhile and bid goodbye or just flee out of the class room just like that.

It's inevitable that's everything good comes to an end.Always thinking that when we actually end this foundation year,I'm pretty sure in the future,there'll be some among us who acts like we didn't know each other.But if it happens that way,so what to do.Whatever will be,will be.I will definitely miss the kuliah mates of course,because I am someone that when I got attached to something or someone I will keep holding on.It really hard for me to let go something or someone actually.But like always,time will heal everything.I may miss everything my kuliah mates,kuliah 2 and the students from bbi.Long time don't have any english lessons,my bi on their way to the grave already.Not just bi even my bm,masyaAllah mixed up.Once I said,penkaki jalan instead of penjalan kaki.How embarrassing!Even degree,there's no guarantee we will meet each other like we did today,we may cross each other paths but it won't be the same,I promise you.

I will miss everything and everyone,kuliah mates,bbi mates,of course roommate and my fabulous  floormates (Fatin and Liza aka S...) and all!Like seriously,all!Because here at upm,we might be friends with people around us.Not just your kuliah mates and roommate,there's also friends from t he syoknya agro camp!We are all bundle up together and it's a good thing.Literally,many people here have left so many footsteps in my life,but there's also lessons learned.LESSONS.

One Direction's song Love You Goodbye from the album Made In The A.M kinda describes similarly to what I'm feeling for this time being.So,I hope when the times come and we will be parted away not by choice,I hope you guys know that I will always miss you guys and if you guys visit Kelantan huhu give me a shout.If you guys didn't miss me at all,I understand :") Totally.I wish you guys an everlasting happiness and success in life !

Xoxo,Pipi

Happiness

          

Here in UPM,I'm searching for happiness at every single angle.A few days ago,something happened and it made me extremely happy mehh huhuhuhuhu,for the rest of the week I was kinda in a good mood meh.It was like a mood booster or something.So,it happens.I've decided to find happiness in different angle,different from like I used to when I was back home.I literally forcing myself to believe that in every situation there must be at least a good side of it.And so,I've decided to list down things or situation that made me happy while I'm here.

Happiness is  :
1.when I don't have to wait for the bus,literally the most happiest thing!!
2.when pakcik bus is nice
3.when I got food from home,what I meant like tons of food and I get to share them with your friends and left your friends wondering how on earth the food from Kelantan can sampai to KPZ.
4.when I can actually cook food in my room (shhhhh!! not going to give further comment about this,might cause controversy)
5.when your cousins come to take you out
6.when washing machine is okay :")
7.when someone that I've been longing to be friend with,eventually become your friend.This is so cool!!!!!You don't know how happy I was that day,I was smiling from ear to ear meh,kalau boleh senyum 360 degrees,I would have done that huhuhu
8.when your parents are perfectly healthy at home.This is because when my cousin came last time,she said that my abah and adik were coughing badly,now they're better.Alhamdulillah.
9.when your effort aren't fruitless huhuhu
10.when stranger smiles at you
11.when you don't have any assignment to worry about the next day
12.when you can stay up late just because it's the weekend
13.when you the class is cancelled the whole day,although nanti kena ganti but just enjoy for the time being.
14.also when care less about a lot of things.
15.when you can genuinely be yourself
16.when I realize how I blurred I was when I talked to someone that I barely speak to.
17.when you have the chance to be there for your friend,just to make sure he or she is not alone and you totally there for them
18.got the chance to do something nice
19.capable to talk to the one that you've admired so much
20.be able to answer lecturer punya spontaneous question although u've stutter.
21.when duit elaun masuk huhuhuhuhuhuhu
22.when you smile at a stranger and they smile back to you.Smiling is a contagious disease.It happens to me once,when I'm on my way to KAE,there's someone at the football field opposite serumpun smiling and waving at me,and I did wave back and I can see him grinned crystal clear.Although I never knew who that was,it kinda made me a lil happier that day.
23.the real happiness is :
 



Wishing y'all an everlasting happiness,much love :
Fifie and the flowertot 
                                          

Rindu ?

Hi Earthlings !

The most common question I get asked here is 'Tak rindu rumah ke?'.It's a big fat lie if I said that I didn't miss home.Big,fat,gigantic,enermous lie.Of course rindu rumah,my bed,my mama,my abah,my adik,my abang,my TV,my refrigerator and my 'adik-adik' as in pets.If I could,every week  I feel like mcm nak balik rumah,kalau cakap hari-hari tu mcm exaggerate sgt.But cannot meh,cuti pun limited only approximately one week if semester break.I'm learning to live with the fact that,after raya haji nnti January plk bru jumpa rumah.Kalau cuti around 3 to 4 days mcm not worth it la nk balik sbb kejap je.Balik by bas pun dah almost half day perjalanan,(my hometown is Kelantan)then how many quality hours boleh spent?Rindu sumpah rindu.But there's nothing I can do.Literally nothing.So that's why I contacted my mom almost every week,make some time calling her tp sometimes mama plk yg didn't answered my phone :") The first time I went to pasar tani,I end up buying Pulut Mangga,Nasi Ambeng and Takoyaki.Those food that I bought literally my family's favorite.My bro loves pulut mangga,my mama's is nasi ambeng and my sister loves takoyaki.There's kambing golek sort of la but too pricey for me,kambing golek is my abah's fav.I realised that none of the food I bought is my fav and made me realise how much I miss them.It hits me hard.When my brother was at Kepong,I didn't quite miss him because he usually pick me up during weekend and we went out to have dinner or he will accompany me buy my neccessities.But now,dia dah smbung belajar dkt Johor made me miss him even more!Dah tak de transport nk keluar pergi beli barang :"( and kena naik bas or taxi,melayang sudah itu duit maa.

Sometimes I felt like mcm belajar overseas dah,(dramatic tak?) sbb jarang balik but overseas' students kalau balik mau 3 bulan doh,but me a week aja.A week pun a week la drpd takde kan.Sometimes kalau rindu sgt,if otp with my mom or adik ada jugak la air mata tu huhu.
But know I felt like I'm used to it kot,kalau tk leh nk cope pun acah-acah busy la so that I don't think too much.I still ask permission dkt my mom if I want to go out somewhere beli barang or lepaking with kawan-kawan,and she will said "bagus anak mama ni" huhuhu . because,when I was in Kelantan,at home lah senang,susah mehhh nk keluar and memang jarang keluar sbb mama will ask tons of questions and I already her answer must  be no.Tapi kat sini mcm senang skit kalau nk keluar,but I don't take it for granted la.Mentang-mentang mama dah bg keluar,every week keluar.When needed or when I feel like bosan mcm porcine dkt kolej then kita lepak gais. I still ask my mom's permission kalau nk keluar even though dah msuk uni not to say that I'm so solehah just because I want my parents to know they raised their daughter well.

I still remember before taking this picture mama said "tok leh amik gmbr molek skit ko?" because I keep making that ugly (my usual gambar face) and both me and my sister did this pose and I kept my usual gambar face.lol,sorry ma.

Terlalu rindu,terlalu rindu
Jujur aku terlalu rindu,
Tiada lain selain rindu.

Laters,baby

Friends

Hey everyone ! 

I should post this one first actually before the my first post about the bus thingy.But,the post about bus, I felt a more obliged than this one.In this blog,I want to walk you through my foundation year.So,first thing first.Making friends here is IMPORTANTE!!!I have a few friends from my old school,6 of them to be exact including me.They are ;Nik A'liyah,she's my classmate in form 5 but we aren't that close when we were in high school,but we are now!,followed by Nurul Najiha.both of them are my kuliah mates now so we are pretty close.Then Ridzwan followed by Suha and Nana.

Me , Jiha and A'liyah (this picture was taken during Apple's day!)

Having 6 friends aren't enough.I'm from Kuliah 2 and there are 47 of us.YES THAT'S THE FACT.There are 47 of budak kuliah 2.Ramai kannnn (sebut 'kan' tu mcm Akmal skit.Huhu).Luckily,making friends with them aren't difficult,most of them were friendly.Either they start the conversation or me.But vice versa,Kuliah 2 can make a pretty good team.

This picture was taken time half of us bukak puasa dkt Mines.Not all 47 of us can make it to Mines,but a few of the kuliah 2 kinda okay.

In this picture,there is Jiha.Rashid,A'liyah,Harris,Ikhmal Tarapapa,Syuk,Nazhaan,Faiz DD,Q,Latip,Danial,Iffa,Hana,Aziah,Hajar and not to mention,Me (Woot woot)

• Friends from school(Done!)
• Kuliah Mates (Done!)
• Roommate Rumit !! 

This is my rumit,Haziqah Azlyn Azmi namanya.Orang Batang Kali guys.Orang Keyyel.

Muka nilah guys, I met almost this woman every single day and night.Bangun muka dia,nk tidur pun muka dia,nasib bukan satu kuliah je.At first she looks mcm budak baik-baik,time hari pendaftaran.Sekarang mcm terbalik.Hahahaha.At first, I admit la when I saw her mcm budak baik I was kinda worried la sbb I  jenis loud,kalau gelak sebatu pun dengar lagi ye ye I mengaku.But serious boleh la cakap dia satu kepala dengan saya.She's crazy,that's the thing because I'm crazy too.Alhamdulillah lah rumit dengan diri ini kinda serasi,kalau tak susah hidup meh setahun tinggal bersama tapi tak serasi.(sounds a bit weird)Sometimes,ada jgk gaduh tp lepas tu kawan balik la maybe a month after gaduh tu.hahaha no lah maybe a week after that.Cause I'm quite stubborn and bekeng aka garang.(EGO) But overall,I'm thankful she's my roommate although sometimes I have a thought wanting to strangle her.Just kidding mehhhhhhhhhhh.Love ya,Jiqah but more to hate ya :P


It's not that hard to adapt here for a person yang tak pernah tinggal asrama kot.I have cousins here,so sometimes they'll visit me,they make me at home sometimes.Homesick?Kita berhuhu seketika.I think having friends around make life easier.My childhood bestfriend pun made things easier for me,if I have any problems or feeling homesick I turned to her,crying and sobbing dekat dia through alam maya lah because dia tak study kat sini,huwaaaaaaaaa.Nk cry dkt mama or abah nnti I end up just make them risau.I don't want to make parents risau.(Such a good kid meh)

So,my advice is make FRIENDS.Kawan biar beribu,berkasih biar beribu,berkahwin biar satu (kata-kata Dr Norhashimah,she's my starting school lecturer)Tak rugi pun ada byk kawan,seriously.But janganlah too depend on your friends,kadang-kadang kena jd lone ranger jugak.

That's all from me.

Lots of love.

Taken before we have our cuti raya !!

Bus

Morning ! 

This very morning,I walked to the nearest bus stop which is very near mehhhh which is the bus stop near the putra food court.Huhu.I was at the bus stop around 7 am.There's not a vision of buses there.Just an empty bus stop like the pfc bus stop was,a bus stop at a deserted dessert.An eternity moments later(read this like the narrator in spongebob squarepants,guys!),nah not really an eternity moments,just like a few minutes later,there's a bus.THERE'S A BUS,YES YOU HEARD ME ONLY ONE FRIGGIN BUS.Thankfully,there's aren't many people at the bus stop,so I hopped onto the bus easily.Jyeah!!!The bus was driven by a pak cik maybe around his 60's.Let me tell you one thing,this pakcik is really something!Around 7.05 am the bus is almost filled,the pakcik was asking us 'bdk k13 jalan sampai sini ke?' and nobody answered literally.My kuliah mate,Farahdinn,dia bdk k13 was beside me.And the pakcik said 'bdk k13 tak payah jalan la,tunggu bas,lambat pun tunggu bas.' Haaaa tu yg kurang berkenan tu 'lambat pun tnggu bas'.When we were almost at the UPM's main gate,all of us on the bus saw other buses coming out from the main gate at 7.15am,yes guys 7.15am.They were literally from the central parking.Ala,buses pun bukan 5 bijik,2 bijik je.7.15 am bru terhegeh-hegeh nak keluar drpd pintu pagar utama UPM,agaknya pukul brape bru smpai kolej and nk load bdk lagi.And you guys expect us to sampai awal dkt fakulti or for foundation students dkt KAE.Okay take it this way,bus sampai pkl 7.25 am la dkt kolej then load budak,bas gerak balik pkl 7.30 then every stop he takes mesti makan masa jgk.Then bila bus smpai dkt bus stop kolej,bukan 20 org je students tnggu,more than 70 okay.So bukan semua students dapat naik bas,kalau yg 'expert' tu dptlah naik bas,kalau yg kurang 'expert' dan lemah-lembut tu atas nasiblah.The bus driver said 'awak semua bayar naik bas ni bukannya free.Tgk bas tu 7.15 bru keluar.Catat betul2 masa bas bergerak tulis dalam diari and nanti buat komplain.Bas ni awak bayar,servis bas pun kenalah elok.Buat komplain,jangan komplain sorang,buat ramai-ramai,satu kolej komplain'.That's all I sempat dengar because I kena turun dkt bus stop fakulti sains komputer(sbb harini ad SSK,woot woot)But the thing is those words complaining about the bus service no longer datang from students,but from their own kind to be exact a bus driver sendiri mehh.So,can you imagine how "good" the bus service?Let it sink,the bus were supposed to ease the students' life not vice versa.The bus supposed to wait for you,bukan you yang kejar bas.Bas yang tunggu you,bukan you yang tnggu bas.Because that's their job,they get paid for it!!


Fuh,I need to take a chill pill.Later guys !